Keeping in touch

     This is a topic that would relate to most people, with social circles that is (no offense). We would ask our friends from the same schools or from anywhere to keep in touch, but in the end become complete strangers due to all the changes that has occurred to both parties. Keeping in touch requires more effort than actually making friends in the first place. some of the reasons of loosing contact is the lack of free time or lack of interest at that. We should be grateful that we live in this era of technology compared to the years before that we had to send letters and wait weeks for a reply. Today, thats far from us. Now we can even chat with a person on the other side of the world in mere seconds. But why is keeping in touch still so hard at times?

     I thought this would be a good topic to write about on account that high schools over and also the fact that I had 3 high schools in my lifetime. Some might think that its fun to live life like this, lots of friends that is. But the truth is for me its hard because people would remember me, but i would have a hard time putting a name to the face (btw, I'm a person that remembers faces and not names). so when they do add me on Facebook or see me on the streets, there's the inevitable awkward moment that I'd be like "who are you again?". It gets even worse when they mention the numerous activities we went through (i'm such a bad friend). But thank god I figured out who they were soon through some social network before I went crazy. or maybe thats just me. The main thing is, if I somehow kept in touch, it would have been easier to remember the names.

     I do wish I kept in touch with friends from the various educational institutions I've been to, but to think about it, it must have been a lot of work. But would ultimately be worth it though. My actual main point is that keeping in touch is a choice that is made either realizing it or not. Though fate has its control in it too, but with effort anything can happen and overcome. Yeah, maybe you guys live in the same neighborhood, how could we loose contact. but that happens, even neighbors. So think about that, friends are the people that make life both a challenge and smooth sailing. They color  your life, no? regardless though what shade, dark or bright. Here to i want to apologize to those that have become or going to be a nameless close friend to me due to my memory problem thing. Always remember though that I cherish all of you, even if I don't remember your names at times - hehe

P/s: A moment I remember is that on the first day of school in my last high school, I met this girl or remeet at that moment as I've seen her face before from my first high school before. we just ended up with a "Oh, hi" before going back to whatever we were doing. That night we relearnt each others name. it was hilarious. ^^

A days adventure =)

     What a buzy3 day... went to make a passport this morning, and it took a grand total of 5 hours to get it all done! and the minute I got my passport number, not even half an hour later, mom booked my trip to KOREA in the mid of this year. well going with the school, but still... Im going traveling out of Malaysia. not that Im that exited to go to Korea, I just wanted to feel the different in environment there...

     Lets see, imigresen in Seri Rampai was so long, like from one corner shop lot to the other, I didnt want to know any beyond that. So, me and dad went elsewhere, the one in Damansara was taken over, so we had to look for its new location in Jalan Duta. Well, that took awhile to find. once we did find the new complex, it was also flooded with people wanting to either make or do something with their passport. The queue was practically around the complex (from inside of course), but it was air conditioned, so we waited for about 1 and a half hour for the NUMBER. By then it was already 12 PM, we went out to do the passport from around 9 AM.

     Long story short, after the next 2 and a half hours, we got my passport for korea. so, im gonna leave my footprint in Korea then, insya-Allah 


    That was during the day, at night before going for dinner, had to go look for the DBKL in Jinjang coz my moms car got towed. It took awhile as directions were difficult. but yes, we found it in the end, Alhamdulillah.

well that was my adventure for today, hoping for a better tomorrow =)

Regrets and a new hope

     Its hard to say that you dont have regrets in your life, either its choosing a pair of pants that you end up not liking or a decision that would or have changed your life.


     First, I wanna say a decision I made not long ago that I regret, and that is letting someone I care deeply go for a reason I might never understand myself. mayb it was the commitment? as I said, countless times to myself, Why Did You Do That!?!? You know you are gonna regret it!, but no, I didnt listen to myself. was there a real reason? hmmm... (speechless)
     You know how some people make a list of criteria of what they want in their partner, well I tried but it was personally rediculous and just too short coz I didnt want to put my expectations that high, so, im never gonna do that again, Thus I put it aside in my head. But when he came along, he didnt fit the list, he created it with his silliness, likes and dislikes, insanity (moderate) and in short, everything else (too much, dont know where to start). When I think about it, I dont know which is worse, loosing a person that is close to me or know that they can just find another. sometimes I wish I could take my words back and live happier today, or would I?. well, I would write more about this,but I always did suck with expressing my emotions into words.  *well, i'll stop about this here coz its past 10 and almost 11, gotta make it quick...


     Now, forget about the stupid decisions I made, because its useless to dwell upon regrets and past actions. So, i will roughly say what i want to do and hope for in the future, insya-Allah.


• By the age of 20:

• be able too cook
• have a car license
• studying a course that i would have chosen by then, most probably science fields

• afterwords.... (10 years tops)

• have a degree worthy job
• get married?

well thats not much really, I just started thinking about it, as we all know,

Kita merancang, Allah menentukan

so, well just have to try, then wait and see what the future holds..