A days adventure =)

     What a buzy3 day... went to make a passport this morning, and it took a grand total of 5 hours to get it all done! and the minute I got my passport number, not even half an hour later, mom booked my trip to KOREA in the mid of this year. well going with the school, but still... Im going traveling out of Malaysia. not that Im that exited to go to Korea, I just wanted to feel the different in environment there...

     Lets see, imigresen in Seri Rampai was so long, like from one corner shop lot to the other, I didnt want to know any beyond that. So, me and dad went elsewhere, the one in Damansara was taken over, so we had to look for its new location in Jalan Duta. Well, that took awhile to find. once we did find the new complex, it was also flooded with people wanting to either make or do something with their passport. The queue was practically around the complex (from inside of course), but it was air conditioned, so we waited for about 1 and a half hour for the NUMBER. By then it was already 12 PM, we went out to do the passport from around 9 AM.

     Long story short, after the next 2 and a half hours, we got my passport for korea. so, im gonna leave my footprint in Korea then, insya-Allah 


    That was during the day, at night before going for dinner, had to go look for the DBKL in Jinjang coz my moms car got towed. It took awhile as directions were difficult. but yes, we found it in the end, Alhamdulillah.

well that was my adventure for today, hoping for a better tomorrow =)

Regrets and a new hope

     Its hard to say that you dont have regrets in your life, either its choosing a pair of pants that you end up not liking or a decision that would or have changed your life.


     First, I wanna say a decision I made not long ago that I regret, and that is letting someone I care deeply go for a reason I might never understand myself. mayb it was the commitment? as I said, countless times to myself, Why Did You Do That!?!? You know you are gonna regret it!, but no, I didnt listen to myself. was there a real reason? hmmm... (speechless)
     You know how some people make a list of criteria of what they want in their partner, well I tried but it was personally rediculous and just too short coz I didnt want to put my expectations that high, so, im never gonna do that again, Thus I put it aside in my head. But when he came along, he didnt fit the list, he created it with his silliness, likes and dislikes, insanity (moderate) and in short, everything else (too much, dont know where to start). When I think about it, I dont know which is worse, loosing a person that is close to me or know that they can just find another. sometimes I wish I could take my words back and live happier today, or would I?. well, I would write more about this,but I always did suck with expressing my emotions into words.  *well, i'll stop about this here coz its past 10 and almost 11, gotta make it quick...


     Now, forget about the stupid decisions I made, because its useless to dwell upon regrets and past actions. So, i will roughly say what i want to do and hope for in the future, insya-Allah.


• By the age of 20:

• be able too cook
• have a car license
• studying a course that i would have chosen by then, most probably science fields

• afterwords.... (10 years tops)

• have a degree worthy job
• get married?

well thats not much really, I just started thinking about it, as we all know,

Kita merancang, Allah menentukan

so, well just have to try, then wait and see what the future holds..